My friend Robert woke me up from my slumber at his  cabin next to the Hoosier National Forest.   “They’re saying we’re under attack.”   I came inside and listened to NPR with him.  At this point they weren’t sure whether it  was military or commercial planes involved.   My immediate thought was, there’s no country’s leadership in the world  who’d do this, no leader wants to attack the US on US soil and risk having their  own nation annihilated by US retaliation.   Then the second plane hit, and they were confirming that these were, in  fact, commercial planes that had been hijacked.
At that point, like so many others in the US and  around the world who had not been living in a cave for the past century, my next  thought was, why did it take them so long?   For the past several decades the CIA had been overthrowing democracies in  the Muslim world and installing and supporting vicious dictatorships.  The US government had been supporting every  Israeli aggression against it’s neighbors, and throughout the 1990’s had imposed  – with the collaboration of the UN security council – genocidal sanctions on the  people of Iraq which had been directly responsible for the deaths of half a  million children, according to UNICEF.   Under Clinton as well as Bush, the US Air Force had been bombing Iraq on  a weekly basis since the invasion of 1990-91.
It seemed obvious that it was only a matter of time  before someone decided that the indiscriminate slaughter of Arab civilians by  the US should be avenged by another act of indiscriminate slaughter.  And given that the targets appeared to be the  symbolic centers of US political, military and economic might, this slaughter  was actually far from indiscriminate!   Every few months I find myself driving down I-95 in Connecticut, passing  the sign on the highway marking the exit for a monument to the dead from 9/11 –  in Fairfield, the town that was home to the largest number of the dead from the  World Trade Center.  Fairfield, one of  the richest towns in the US, one of the richest towns in the world, in one of  the richest counties in the US, Fairfield County, home also to the wealthy  suburb of Wilton, where I grew up among the children of the business executives  who took the train every morning to New York City to go to work in places like  the World Trade Center.
I thought about these Republicans who I knew well,  these businessmen with their messianic belief in neoliberal economics and the  idea that the US is a force for good in the world, ignoring all the evidence to  the contrary.  I thought about their  children, living in their blissfully ignorant suburban fantasy worlds, some of  whom would suddenly discover that there was a world out there, and it had  reached into New York and taken their fathers from them.  I thought about the daycare center at the  federal building in Oklahoma City, and wondered whether the World Trade Center  had a daycare center in it, too.  I  thought about all the temp workers who could have been doing data entry for some  nasty corporation in one of those buildings that day.  It could easily have been me instead of them,  had it been Boston in 1991 instead of New York City ten years  later.
At the same moment I thought about my friends from  the Muslim world, and their families in the US and abroad.  I wondered whether crazed American mobs would  burn down Dearborn, Michigan.  I wondered  how many mosques would be firebombed.  I  wondered whether Bush would decide to use nuclear weapons against the beautiful  cities of West Asia, in some kind of unimaginable escalation of the  slaughter.  I was happy to note, over the  days and months following, that some of the worst-case scenarios that played out  in my imagination did not materialize.   The lynch mobs did not take to the streets, and for the time being, the  ICBM’s stayed in their silos.
I knew, of course, that my government would use these  attacks to further their goals of world domination.  I knew, as any leftwinger with their eyes  open knew, that the US government would use this as an opportunity to jump-start  Daddy Bush’s “New World Order” and the Monroe Doctrine from whence it  sprang.  I knew they would find a way to  blame governments for the crimes of nongovernmental organizations.  I was not surprised that our support for  Saudi Arabia and Pakistan would not wane, while blame would be placed where it  was most convenient for the neocons and neoliberals – against any regime that  refuses to roll over on command from the State Department.
And my other thought in those first few minutes after  the second plane hit the towers was, there goes the global justice  movement.
I heard the confused, patriotic journalist on NPR  trying to make sense of the situation.   “Yesterday they were protesting the World Trade Organization, and today  they’re attacking the World Trade Center.”   That was it.  This would be their  line.  Before Bush’s speechwriters could  come up with the line, “you’re either with us or you’re with the terrorists,”  someone on NPR had made the point in their own, slightly more subtle way.  There is no clear distinction between those  who want to undermine the US empire through killing thousands of people, and  those who sought to change government policies through peaceful protest.  Certainly there was now to be no distinction  between those who would kill thousands of people, and those who would engage in  protest actions involving property destruction or, God forbid, these terroristic  college students who would dare throw the tear gas cannisters back at the police  when they landed in their midst.  While  this behavior was never tolerated, it would now be considered as the moral  equivalent of Osama bin Ladin.
I knew when I heard those words on NPR that this  mostly young movement, these activists that the pundits had incorrectly dubbed  “anti-globalization,” would be unprepared to deal with this new challenge.  The movement was under constant, coordinated  attack by the powers-that-be with surveillance, infiltration, and massive police  brutality as a matter of course in dealing with peaceful civil disobedience.   The movement was involved with a big  internal dispute over tactics and how to relate to the Black Block.  But the movement was growing, had plenty of  vision and analysis, and was promoting ideas that were gaining increasing  popularity.
Along with so many others around the world with their  eyes open, I was living within an historical moment that could have gone in many  different directions.  A window had  opened that was dramatically changing the composition of the air in the room,  but now this window would begin to close, as quickly as it had been blown open  only two short years before.
We on the left are always waiting, organizing,  arguing, or some combination thereof, trying to determine what will be the next  spark that will set off the next powder keg.   We exist in the knowledge that the class divide, the race divide, the  impending environmental holocaust, the growing disparity of wealth in the world  are untenable, unsustainable.  We exist  in the knowledge that these things cause stresses in society that can go in many  different directions, but that generally, oppression will breed resistance of  one kind or another.
We are always hoping that this resistance will be a  sensible sort of resistance that can lead to a better world – not white power  but people’s power, not survivalism but cooperatives, not nationalism but  internationalism, not religious war but class war, not authoritarianism and  fascism but real democracy and socialism.   But we know that these stresses in society are volatile, and can lead to  many different kinds of developments.   We’re all trying, in one way or another, to figure out how to bring  things forward.  Organizations come into  existence, rise and fall based on whether they seem to know how to bring things  forward or not.
The efforts of the many different groups around the  US struggling for real democracy – economic democracy – bore fruit and managed  to bring to birth a vital, youthful social movement in the streets of Seattle in  November, 1999, that used mass nonviolent civil disobedience in a way it had not  been used in the US in several decades.   The WTO meetings were shut down.   Around the US and around the world, people took notice, people were  inspired, and the ripple effects rapidly spread across the  globe.
Billions of people around the world who had been  fighting the dictates of the US elite and the institutions doing it’s bidding –  the WTO, the IMF, the World Bank, the free trade deals, NAFTA, GATT, these  arrangements that were so destructive to the working people of both the Third  World and the US itself, so destructive to real democracy, to the environment,  to the idea that the people of a country, not a country’s billionaires, should  be controlling their collective destiny – these billions of people had been  wondering, where are the Americans in this equation?  Do they not realize that they’re also being  screwed?  Do they not have a conscience,  do they not care about the rest of the world at all?  And then, after so long, they received an  answer.  There was a stirring in the  belly of the beast.
Union leaders, their unions shrinking down to the  point where they only represented 5% of the private sector, had finally begun to  realize that nationalism was not the answer, that internationalism was.  And people, young and old, who cared about  the state of the environment, the welfare of the poor and homeless, the  prosperity of the people of Mexico or Peru, the ability of the women of the  world to have control over their own lives, people who cared about the very idea  of to whom does this green earth rightfully belong, people who didn’t want to  see their schools, hospitals and infrastructure privatized -- people came  together, in large numbers, realizing that what we needed more than anything was  economic democracy.  People began to  realize that the vital argument was between the idea of the commons and rights  of living things and the idea of the sanctity of greed obscene  profits.
There in the streets of Seattle, and later in the  streets of many other cities in the US and around the world, was a  crystalization of the battle for the hearts and minds of the people of the  world.
On one side was the government and it’s servile  corporate (and “public”) media, spreading disinformation, focusing on the few  involved with trashing, ignoring or distorting the actions of the many involved  with civil disobedience, giving the likes of Milton Friedman complete access to  the newspapers and TV stations to make their case for these trade deals while  almost completely censoring the voices of the global justice  movement.
On one side was all the power of the state and the  repressive arm of the executive branch – the police chiefs like Patrick Timoney  and their lackeys, their brutality, arbitrary arrests, raids and detention,  their increased border security, turning away activists in trying to cross  borders in any direction, their infiltration of groups, their many provocateurs,  their armored vehicles, their threats of deadly force, their fleets of  helicopters, their unlimited supplies of tear gas, their unlimited  budgets.
On the other side were grassroots organizations like  Indymedia, the Direct Action Network, Food Not Bombs, nonprofit groups like  Global Exchange and 50 Years Is Enough, unions like the Longshoremen, lots of  college students and other concerned citizens from all over the  place.
And the ranks were growing.  Of course there were (and are) the luminaries  like Subcommandante Marcos, Naomi Klein, Noam Chomsky, connecting the historical  dots, making the links between US economic, military, foreign and domestic  policies.  But largely it was a young,  inexperienced movement, well-informed about US economic policies but often  relatively uninformed about the history of other social movements, past  repression against them, or of the history of US military adventures around the  world -- faced with a massive, well-coordinated campaign of disinformation and  repression.  But still it was growing,  and the air was filled with optimism and possibility.
There were small and large protests happening  everywhere, even a full-time protest-hopper like myself couldn’t get to half of  them.  Grassroots organizations were  constantly being formed.  Bands of  hardworking activists were burning the candle at both ends everywhere, working  hard, taking advantage of what was clearly a historical opportunity to win the  confidence of the majority of the people.   Through words and actions to spread the idea that real, economic  democracy belonged to the people, that 90% of us had common interests, that the  elite were screwing all of us, that we could change this  situation.
I remember talking with a friend who was tirelessly  working throughout the summer of 2001 to organize the next round of protests  against the IMF and World Bank’s upcoming meetings in Washington, DC.  After much debate and wrangling over the  Black Block and other issues, the unions were coming down on the side of civil  disobedience to a degree not seen in half a century.  Tens of thousands of union workers and tens  of thousands of other people from throughout society were preparing to shut down  Washington, DC, to shut down the meetings of these elitist, anti-democratic  institutions that had led to such misery around the world, that were so intent  on causing so much more.  My friend and  other organizers were convinced that this protest was going to be much bigger  than Seattle.  There were rumors that the  IMF and World Bank were thinking of cancelling this round of meetings, and  coming up with an excuse that would attempt to hide the fact that they were  cancelling them out of fear of the power of this growing  movement.
In the end, they didn’t need to fabricate an  excuse.  The World Trade Center was  destroyed, the IMF and World Bank cancelled their meetings, the unions cancelled  their role in the upcoming protests, and we had a small conference instead of a  large action.  Even at that conference,  the seeds of what would become the antiwar movement were being formed, while at  the same time the feeling that this historic window that had been opened in the  struggle for economic democracy was being slammed shut.
Over the next few months thousands of Afghan  civilians would be killed by our Air Force, the country occupied, Osama nowhere  to be found.  Within two years, Iraq  would be occupied, with the most sweeping agenda of economic privatization ever  imposed on a country being put into place, causing unbelievable suffering to the  people of the region, on top of the constant massacres being carried out by our  military and by the civil war the occupation has provoked.
The movement for economic democracy that was, in  part, emboldened by the protests in Seattle has continued to grow around the  world.  The forces of economic democracy  have risen up and taken power in Venezuela, Bolivia, Ecuador and elsewhere, and  have, predictably, been denounced thoroughly by the forces of plutocracy in  Washington.  The size and scope of the  global justice movement in Europe, Korea and elsewhere has continued to  grow.  And just as they did before, US  citizens are actively supporting these movements around the world, actively  organizing protests, writing press releases, building latrines, singing songs  and doing the work of movement-building alongside their global  comrades.
But in the US, for now, the movement is “submerged,”  that’s one word I’ve heard used.  Of  course there are always good people organizing all sorts of things as  always.  Large antiwar protests are being  planned for this month and next month all over the country.  Many people are getting more active around  climate change and the lack of any positive initiative being taken by the powers  that be.  People in Colorado and  Minnesota are organizing civil society’s response to the conventions of our two  elite parties in this electoral cycle.   Activists do the work they do as always, organizing, writing, teaching,  running local Peace & Justice Centers, having weekly vigils, feeding the  homeless, and so many other things.
But the IMF, World Bank and other such institutions  have their meetings largely unopposed in the US these  days.
A score for the forces of world domination, the  forces of the rich and powerful, for whom 9/11 was a wet dream, a gift, a way  out of the ideological battle they were losing, a way to avoid losing the  consent of the governed in their neoliberal policies, a way to divert attention  from the massive scandals at Enron, Worldcom, Xerox, a way to make someone like  Bush look “presidential,” a sacrifice well worth making to allow them to further  their sick agenda of “full spectrum dominance.”
But once again, their facade is crumbling.  Support for Bush and the Democrat-controlled  Congress are at all-time lows, CNN and Newsweek have to admit it, grudgingly,  sporadically.  The movement is submerged,  but the bulk of the people of the US are more cynical than ever.  It seems to me that something else is going  to happen.  Every self-respecting leftist  would like to know exactly what form it will take, but nobody seems to know for  sure.  What’s sure is that as long as  there is inequity there will be resistance.   As long as people keep their humanity, they will want to show their  solidarity with their brethren around the world.
The only thing that can temporarily muzzle this  spirit is the maintenance of the idea that “the other” is not like us, he is  bearded, angry, evil.  The powers-that-be  can maintain this idea through propaganda, and they can maintain this idea by  killing enough innocents so that the next Mohammed Atta is a matter of  inevitability.